Tell me why

When stuff like this happens, you tend to realise who will stand by you when you're having troubles and you'll also realise the people you thought you knew so well will be the ones which will let you down most.


The people who you thought you could count on in every situation, the people who you tell all your secrets to, the people who you thought they'd understand every part of you, gangs up and tell you all types of crap and 'truths'.


But after each blow and stab in the back, you can either choose to be strong and move on or back down and wallow in self pity.


I chose to be strong. I chose to go to the people who'll never let me down, the people who'll be be there for me, the people who'll support every decision i make. My true friends. And for that, i'm eternally grateful to them.



You guys were there for me when i needed someone to talk to. When i needed to curse and be reaal piss, you guys were there to listen and to back up everything i say. You guys told me all the things i needed to hear to move on, you guys knew when to change the subject when i started to wallow, you guys knew how to make me forget and to make me laugh. Don't y'all love them straws in KFC (;




God, thank you for giving me these group of people when i was lost and lonely. ILY (:

Thank you for being there for me when the others weren't.

Thank you for not abondoning me when i needed you guys the most.

Thank you for just being yourself with me.

And thank you Mels

Thank you Sher, for that post in your blog. You gave me strength.

And Pearl, i found inspiration when i was with you.

Gawwwd, lesbo laah.
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Forgiving but never forgetting.