This is the last straw, i don't wanna hurt anymore

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I have this numb kinda feeling inside me now (so i might be typing lotsa nonsensical stuff right now).

It's like nothing can hurt me more than how i'm hurting inside now(which is kinda sad, cause i know many people have felt what i'm feeling and they made it out alive). so i'm not gonna disappoint anyone by starting to breakdown now.

Nuh uh, and i won't give you the satisfaction on knowing how many nights i had crying over you (which is stuupid cause i kinda jusr bocored that out,but whatever, you don't read blogs anyways).

I tried to do all that i could, to save the remaining bits of hope i saw. But you just turned, and tore those all up too. So i guess i've finally figured out that me and you, we'd never work out no matter how much i want us too (took me that many weeks to get that settled in my head)

You're not sorry you blanked me out from your life. So i won't be sorry too. (Even if i really wished things are different)

Maybe i screwed up, but you did too. DUHH.

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Sooo, moving on.

Omgsh, holidays are ending soon! YAY!
i can't wait for school to start:D
And i haven't sat in front of the tv for this two weeks:O
Told myself that i was gonna catch up on Heroes but i didn't! GAH.


Holidays smolidays//
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